Mittwoch, 25. Mai 2011

The brazilian girl Part #3 and the trip to Poland

So...since the last post i kind of got lazy with my game...because "Eliana" became my FuckBuddy...my first...we are hooking up like every other day...That girl is DEFNIATELY HD...and a lot of fun...

We hooked up a lot of times during the last 2 weeks..and i never came..as i'm used to.

Saturday
On saturday i was trying to figure out what i'll do, when i saw that one of my favourite polish bands is playing near the Border in Szczecin so i made a plan to go there when my FB called that she just broke up with her boyfriend and she needed some distraction. So i told her i'm going on a trip and whether she wants to join, she was in, so we went there, it was really nice, went to eat something blah blah.
We searched for some accomodation and the cab driver drove us to some former soviet building which now is a hostel. Everything had that post-communistic flavour...we were laughing a lot.
So we went to the room, had some sex and went to the concert at 12:30pm. We had lots of fun, i got us backstage passes and we just enjoyed it...after the concert we took some pictures by night and went back to the hostel....i wouldn't write so much if nothing special would've happened that night... when we had sex that night i climaxed...i dunno how or why...but it was weird...somehow...because i'm really not used to it... i mean it was awesome... but still strange somehow...either way...having A FB is AWESOME...bootycallin after clubgaming superb...that's it for now i guess...

talk to you soon...

Todays schedule:
Soundcloud meetup
Couchsurfing.org meetup
Her place

The brazilian girl Part #2. & The Lay Report....

Wednesday night
So i was at Skalitzer Strasse at a Couchsurfing gathering... Got to know some people, had some really interesting conversations going on but nothing caught my eye...
The last few days i was texting "Eliana" from the Sunday's Report a little bit back and forth, nothing out of the ordniary. And then i looked at Skype on my mobile and found something i would consider a Booty call..:

[11.05.2011 21:45:15] Eliana: i´m feelling lonely here....
[11.05.2011 21:49:14] Ceasar: Where are you right  now? Wheres the bf?
[11.05.2011 21:49:25] Eliana: i´m at home
[11.05.2011 21:49:34] Eliana: David is at his place packing

so the conversation went back and forth because it looks weird when a male "friend" comes over to her place that late and stuff... so i did some push n pull until she gave me her adress. Immediately i got out of that gathering, jumped in the car and drove there, 15mins later there i was.
I went up there and there she was in her room. The room was pretty empty, you could tell that she just moved. So we started to talk about this and that.From the moment i came in there, there was heavy kinoing going on from her side, she didn't miss a chance to touch me.

She told me about a cruise she was on in January and told me about a guy she was totally into, italian, long hair, musician...you know the kind of i was talking about. And told me about how physically attracted she felt but refused in the final night of the trip, to follow him to his room, and she still can't get him out of her head. She didn't follow him because of Social Conditioning...She should've followed her inner self she said, and i agree'd. Now it's like an unfinished business she can't forget

We talked and talked, sometimes between our faces ther was like less than 10cm between them and i noticed that sometimes she looked at my lips...
That moment i thought..."dude she has a boyfriend..."...but apparently she loves to play with fire...

So when i listened to her i looked her in the eyes and started thinking about sex, on purpose... and trying to "push my thoughts" into her. And suddenly she was like, in the middle of the conversation " Stop it!" and  i was like "What?! im just listening!" "Stop at me looking like this with those beautiful eyes..." and moved on talking, i repeated that several times and it just worked like a charm. (Confident girls RULE!)
After we were watching some YouTube video's she was like "i'm tired..." so i thought to myself "should i go?" when she finished her sentence ..."..with youtube" stood up and lay down on her bed...interesting...

So there i was sitting, torn about what should i do, i really genuinely connected with that girl...we had a lot in common...but should i be just like all opportunistic and fuck her or be a gentleman and refuse...So there i was sitting at her desk...clueless...

Eliana: What are you doing?
Ceasar: Struggling.
Eliana: With what?
Ceasar: With myself
Eliana: Why?
Ceasar: Because im feeling REALLY tempted...
Eliana: Tempted to do what?
Ceasar: You know exactly what so stop asking
silence...
my mind was RACING, what the fuck should i do...use her weak moment or be a gentleman?

So i took my chair and sat right next to her bed, she was looking at me with those shiny eyes.
Ceasar: I don't want to use your weak moment...I don't want you to do something you might regret.

i thought it's the right thing to do...honestly...

Eliana: but didn't you just tell me that when i am so physically attracted like i was to that musician-guy i should go for it?

She got me...half a year has passed and she was still not over this guy...because she had unfinished business...
So after a bit of talking...i joined her in the bed... she snuggled up to me and the way she was breathing was ridiculous...i had a direct response whereever i touched her...one thing lead to another...

After like...easily know an hour or so. I told her that we can stop, but she was like "I want you to finish too" but i told her that it won't work. (Ever since i broke up with my fiancée i can't orgasm...feels like a fucking grudge it was like that before my ex-fiancée and now it's the second time this is happening, the first lay wasn't blogged) And she was getting dry so i know it hurts her.
So we stopped, she was hugging me all the time. I'll never forget the glow in her eyes...even though it was dark...i could see how she watched my face...every inch she was scanning with her glowing eyes...And she just couldn't stop kissing me.
So at about 4:45am i got dressed, while i was dressing myself i examined her body...it was getting lighter outside so i could clearly see her silouette in front of the window...that really nice looking round brazilian booty...it looked awesome...so i left her place...after getting again showered with kisses and those shiny eyes...
I told her not to be too hard on herself because she just followed her instincts...(next time i'll use the word "heart" instead of instints as Rob (a fellow PUA and very good friend of mine) suggested)

And 6am she left for a weekend in some East-European city.
To be continued or not?...we'll see...

to be continued

* although i told that nothing will be censored here i did change the names, everything else is real...just the way it happened.

Sonntag, 8. Mai 2011

Long time no post & the Brazilian girl #1

Hi guys,
I guess some people are prettty dissapointed that there were no updates lately but there's a reason to it: i broke my knee. So i was sitting at home most of the time...
But today was different i needed to do something otherwise i would go nuts.
So i called aome people and asked what they were up to. Nothing..(Note to self: make new friends!)
So i figured..what should i do today ?
i remembered my neighbor saying that on Couchsurfing.org theres a pretty active group with people meeting up to have drink and stuff..
So i took a peek and someones b-day was on the list at a place called La Chiva. Let's go...

When i arrived i took a look around...It was some kind of Salsa-Bar with a guy on his PC DJing and lots of people having fun. Outside there was a big table with english speaking people, i asked them whether they we're the bday-crowd and they were so i introduced myself and sat down. Next to me is a girl, brazilian...i would say an HB6 nothing so SPECIAL...but when i saw her smile i had to up her to an HB7 she was pretty cute..and she had a proper brailian booty....So that was my target. Next to me some AMOGs which i befriended immediately. Turns out she has a boyfriend, who's noth there...i kino her all the time, we have some really funny conversations going on, she shittested everyone around, but me. We had really LOTS in common so we could talk for HOURS...but soon it became colder so we went inside straight to the bar, i asked her what she drinks, she says she hates beer(that's a plus because i hate beer) and she likes Vodka...(YEAH!!!!!) and she is like and i can drink a lot...In that moment she appeared to me as a suppressed "party girl"...she told me she LOVES to dance, but doesn't because of studying...she likes to have a drink...but her boyfriend desn't like alcohol...ad so on...so i dare her to drink three vodka shots in a row. if she'll do it they're on me (i violated one of my rules here because i wanted to know if i'm right)...and what sould i say..she did it without hesitation...
Before we went in we were talking about dancing. I told her that i think you can tell a lot about a person by the way they dance...so she wanted to tell me later how she dances...interesting...so she stormed the floor and dancing...she had nice moves i have to admit...me with my broken leg i was just standing on the sidelines, drinking my coke and watching her. I noticed that she tried to iniciiate some moves but the guys didn't get them, so i made mental notes...about 15min into dancing she grabbed my hand and pulled me "Pon da Floor" so i started dancing...on one leg...somehow... i gave my best...(ITS SO FUCKED UP TO HAVE YOUR WHOLE WEIGHT ON ONE LEG AND DANCE!!!!!) but i got EVERY move she tried to iniciiate and started my own :) it was a lot of fun.
When we went outside to cool down she told me i was the best dance partner she ever had...

Soon her friends started gathering everyone to go home so i added her on facebook and got her number.

Lessons learned:
Make more friends(the spontaneous kind of...)
Couchsurfing.org is a great way of getting to know people
Brazilian girls are used to kino so you can get really into it....
Don't dance salsa with a broken knee
If you have a chance to look at the dance style of your target do so...

to be continued